My youtubers- Jack and Mark

***This will get a bit personal****

Sean McLoughlin is an Irish gaming youtuber using the name Jackseptceye. He is my favorite youtuber. Jack is a wonderful human being too good for this world. He is so enthusiastic and loud and I love him and his personality. Jack's birthday has recently passed and I wanted to make this to show my appreciation. I am definitely consider myself one of his Bosses (name of his fans). He is truly an inspiration to me and he helped me through a very tough time in my life. Sadly, I have never personally met Jack but it is a dream of mine.

If you don't know me, I recently moved from New York. I lived there all my life. I found Jacksepticeye almost 4 years ago and he was inspirational to me. It may seem silly to put so much faith into someone I've never met, but I can genuinely say that I would not be where I am if I had not found him. I was experiencing a very rough patch in my life and I would watch every video he put out. He could always make me laugh, even on the worst of days. I am eternally grateful to him.

He is very relatable and I can identify myself in him. Jack is very loud and completely dedicated to his fans, his friends and his gaming. He donates to charities and he travels all the way from Ireland to meet his fans and friends. He collaborates with one of my other favorite youtubers, Markiplier.

Another youtuber named Mark Fischbach is an American gamer from Hawai using the name Markiplier. He is also one of my favorite youtubers, who is good friends with Jack. He is also too pure and an amazing inspiration to me. I actually found Jack from a collaboration video he did with Jack on his channel. He is such a caring person, always looking out for his fans which are called Markiplites.

****Extremely Personal****

Now this is where I will get a bit personal. I mentioned earlier that Jack had helped me through a very difficult time in my life. Mark did as well. They both helped me through an extremely mentally challenging time. There was a time in my life where I struggled a lot with my view on my self worth and my mental stability. I had severe depression a few years ago, and I had absolutely no motivation to live my life. I was a bit of a shut in, and I preferred to be alone than with people. My relationships with friends deteriorated and I felt worthless. I spent some time in the psyche ward as well.

****Less Personal*****

Now, I know you're asking what any of my previous problems has to do with youtubers. As I mentioned, my personal relationships deteriorated and I did not enjoy being with people. I would put my headphones on, watch youtube and ignore everything. Mainly, I would watch Jack and Mark. This sounds like they contributed to my problems, but they actually helped me. Jack and Mark are extremely good people. They are so kind and compassionate. Personally, I found them funny and inspiring. Somehow, they could make me smile and laugh when I felt absolutely worthless. They inspired me to do something about the way I was feeling.

Moreover, I did get help, and I have gotten better. Obviously, depression doesn't just go away, but I know I can always count on them to make me happy on my bad days. I am much better off now and I'm not going to say they are the only reason I'm mentally stable

but they did play a part. They made me smile when I needed it most I know I will be a BOSS and a Markiplite for the rest of my life.

today, but they did contribute and I know I will be a BOSS and a Markiplite for the rest of my life.